I should've put on a fake smile.
I should've pushed through it all.
I should've acted happy.
Maybe then, I wouldn't have lost you.
Maybe then, I wouldn't have drowned myself in alcohol that night.
Maybe then, I wouldn't be dead inside.
I recall once upon a time, when you held me, you said you loved me.
I remember sharing laughs and smiles, making memories.
Now, you're making new memories, sharing love.
Not even eleven days later.
Maybe, you didn't love me.
And maybe, I was just an object that had no meaning, just a title.
Apr 30, 2014
Apr 30, 2014 at 9:46 AM UTC
I should've put on a fake smile.
I should've pushed through it all.
I should've acted happy.
Maybe then, I wouldn't have lost you.
Maybe then, I wouldn't have drowned myself in alcohol that night.
Maybe then, I wouldn't be dead inside.
I recall once upon a time, when you held me, you said you loved me.
I remember sharing laughs and smiles, making memories.
Now, you're making new memories, sharing love.
Not even eleven days later.
Maybe, you didn't love me.
And maybe, I was just an object that had no meaning, just a title.
