i didn't want to lose you
but sometimes
i forget when my prayers feel like
they're just cigarettes
they'll take the headache away,
then turn to ash,
but they bring me back to life every time
i find a new light,
but then they bring up my past,
and i fall further
and further,
and further,
until i'm afraid to get back up because
i don't want to fall again
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 1:58 PM UTC
i didn't want to lose you
but sometimes
i forget when my prayers feel like
they're just cigarettes
they'll take the headache away,
then turn to ash,
but they bring me back to life every time
i find a new light,
but then they bring up my past,
and i fall further
and further,
and further,
until i'm afraid to get back up because
i don't want to fall again
