I am tired of trying to find
Words that rhyme,
Words to quantify
This meaning bereft in my chest.
Where are you now?
You promised to be here forever.
You said that nothing could steer you
From the love found within our bed.
Darling, I know that I’m a fool,
That you did well just to keep with my moods,
But now that I need you more than ever,
I have lost you to some art teacher.
He’s killed Rufus, and stripped me of art.
He has taken from me my constant,
An oxygen tank in this tear-gas foreign field;
Now my lungs are drowning in dread.
And all I can ask in this strange composure
Is where I went wrong in flesh surrender;
Did I not keep you warm through North-Eastern winds?
Did I fail to capture what you felt was the end?
Apr 24, 2014
Apr 24, 2014 at 8:11 PM UTC
I am tired of trying to find
Words that rhyme,
Words to quantify
This meaning bereft in my chest.
Where are you now?
You promised to be here forever.
You said that nothing could steer you
From the love found within our bed.
Darling, I know that I’m a fool,
That you did well just to keep with my moods,
But now that I need you more than ever,
I have lost you to some art teacher.
He’s killed Rufus, and stripped me of art.
He has taken from me my constant,
An oxygen tank in this tear-gas foreign field;
Now my lungs are drowning in dread.
And all I can ask in this strange composure
Is where I went wrong in flesh surrender;
Did I not keep you warm through North-Eastern winds?
Did I fail to capture what you felt was the end?
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