I'm Sorry, But I let You, So Is It My Fault?

BeyondBrokenGlass Poems

Take my breath from me Take it all and then leave me I'll let you do all that you want to me But don't pretend that It's happy It's not okay, thanks for asking though It's hard to say *you sir are an ******* But it's just me, and I'm nothing special So I'm sorry your betrayal isn't enough I'm sorry your fairy tale was But mostly I'm sorry that I let you It's okay, I don't even look anymore It's okay, I won't even speak again Since I can't replace what you took Well, I shouldn't even be writing this then Should I? No, even you can't control me But since you know me, you know I'll let you So I'm sorry I wasn't perfect growing up I'm sorry that you got everything you want But mostly I'm sorry I let you Now, I know it's nothing I could help But deep down I told myself that when you finally break down I will be the only one who isn't around It's kind of sad to think about Do you deserve it? Of course you do for all the people that you've been hurting me included But it wouldn't make me any better than you would it? No, I would be worse than I would be cursed then when I finally found something good I would lose them because then I would deserve it So right here, I'm ending this endless cycle I'll tell you what I'll do I'll forget you as soon as I forgive you Because I know that you love him And I'm only sorry I let you Oooooh Don't be sorry, I did it to me Blades could only reach my skin deep But only some can get through And I'm sorry I let you