9 years today.
Seems like it's been a lot longer honestly.
Feels like a lifetime.
I really hope I've made you proud.
...
Though I'm guessing I haven't.
I'm a bit of a failure now'a'days.
I think it's hard for mom to love me sometimes.
This year's been really hard.
Because she fought cancer, just like you.
But she won.
Now I know how much it took from you.
And I feel selfish, for feeling this weak.
But man if you were here,
I think it'd be easier
Because even thought I'm a failure
I know you'd still love me
And I could really use that right now
To hear you say it
But we don't always get what we want
Otherwise,
You'd still be here.
Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 5:03 AM UTC
9 years today.
Seems like it's been a lot longer honestly.
Feels like a lifetime.
I really hope I've made you proud.
...
Though I'm guessing I haven't.
I'm a bit of a failure now'a'days.
I think it's hard for mom to love me sometimes.
This year's been really hard.
Because she fought cancer, just like you.
But she won.
Now I know how much it took from you.
And I feel selfish, for feeling this weak.
But man if you were here,
I think it'd be easier
Because even thought I'm a failure
I know you'd still love me
And I could really use that right now
To hear you say it
But we don't always get what we want
Otherwise,
You'd still be here.
