If I wish on a star
Will my dream come true?
Will it end all my fantasies
And my dreams of you?
I hate that I love you
Your smile, your touch
I hate that I love you
When you hurt me so much
Without a care in the world
I used to trust and believe
And without a care in the world
You savagely made my heart bleed
He was my Zestful Zookeeper
And I was his Lovely Ladybug
We had a 'once in a lifetime'
We were undeniably in love
We shared the same spot
In our cozy bed at night
I slept right on top of him
I love how he'd hold me so tight
It was the lyrics to a song
That won me his heart
It was his innocence and humor
From him you couldn't tare me apart
Yes we had problems
Like all relationships do
But I swore I'd never see the day
When ours came so quickly unglued
We had a studio downtown
It was our sweet home together
It was also where I found him
With that girl, his secret lover!
I tried so hard to be strong
I tried to hold it together
But he maliciously murdered my soul
I see it in my mind just play over and over!
Now I'm scared to fall asleep
It's only of him that I dream
Maybe it's God's way of reminding me
Nothing is ever what it seems
.......So time has passed
And I tried to move on
Now it is him that is tortured
So he keeps singin his song
With lyrics of regret
He sings of sorrow and mourn
He left me heartless and cold
He left himself alone and self-scorned
So I look into the night's sky
And what do I see...
A beautiful falling star
I hope was meant for just me
If I wish on this star,
Will my dream come true
That I'll never dream again
And I'll stop loving you?
Mar 5, 2014
Mar 5, 2014 at 1:58 AM UTC
If I wish on a star
Will my dream come true?
Will it end all my fantasies
And my dreams of you?
I hate that I love you
Your smile, your touch
I hate that I love you
When you hurt me so much
Without a care in the world
I used to trust and believe
And without a care in the world
You savagely made my heart bleed
He was my Zestful Zookeeper
And I was his Lovely Ladybug
We had a 'once in a lifetime'
We were undeniably in love
We shared the same spot
In our cozy bed at night
I slept right on top of him
I love how he'd hold me so tight
It was the lyrics to a song
That won me his heart
It was his innocence and humor
From him you couldn't tare me apart
Yes we had problems
Like all relationships do
But I swore I'd never see the day
When ours came so quickly unglued
We had a studio downtown
It was our sweet home together
It was also where I found him
With that girl, his secret lover!
I tried so hard to be strong
I tried to hold it together
But he maliciously murdered my soul
I see it in my mind just play over and over!
Now I'm scared to fall asleep
It's only of him that I dream
Maybe it's God's way of reminding me
Nothing is ever what it seems
.......So time has passed
And I tried to move on
Now it is him that is tortured
So he keeps singin his song
With lyrics of regret
He sings of sorrow and mourn
He left me heartless and cold
He left himself alone and self-scorned
So I look into the night's sky
And what do I see...
A beautiful falling star
I hope was meant for just me
If I wish on this star,
Will my dream come true
That I'll never dream again
And I'll stop loving you?
I wrote this when I was 18..
