trust me
i don't want to be this way
what addict does?
flashback
ages 4 through 13
i spent at least an hour
each night
staring into the dark
wishing it were in my head
here I am now
busy
exciting life
stressful
but filled with activity
exhaustion
it's an escape from
family
friends
responsibility
where my thoughts can drift
lazily through my mind
euphoria
it's relaxation
my body still
at total peace
nothing but breathing
i'm trying to run
but at all the wrong times
and i'm not staying at the right ones
it's destroying me
i know that this all my own fault
because i'm still letting it
Feb 23, 2014
Feb 23, 2014 at 9:44 PM UTC
trust me
i don't want to be this way
what addict does?
flashback
ages 4 through 13
i spent at least an hour
each night
staring into the dark
wishing it were in my head
here I am now
busy
exciting life
stressful
but filled with activity
exhaustion
it's an escape from
family
friends
responsibility
where my thoughts can drift
lazily through my mind
euphoria
it's relaxation
my body still
at total peace
nothing but breathing
i'm trying to run
but at all the wrong times
and i'm not staying at the right ones
it's destroying me
i know that this all my own fault
because i'm still letting it
I am not sad, simply too happy where I am.
