I am stuck. I am stuck inside a person I hate.
I am a person I don't want to be and I wish nothing more than to fail.
Why do I want to fail?
Why God do I feel,
do I feel unwanted?
Unloved by even my self.
Why must I be this person?
A soul trapped in a skin gasping for air...
Air I tell myself I don't want.
I don't need.
I am drowning and I like the feel.
My lungs burn for air and I don't want to surface.
I want the fire to engulf me--I want the flames to swallow my lungs.
Swallow me whole.
I feel dead inside.
No something worse than death...
I am a small child trying to find a place in this world.
A child who can't find
Who won't find a place in this world.
Why, oh why God?
Do I spend more time,
wanting to end my life.
Than to live it
Feb 20, 2014
Feb 20, 2014 at 8:23 PM UTC
I am stuck. I am stuck inside a person I hate.
I am a person I don't want to be and I wish nothing more than to fail.
Why do I want to fail?
Why God do I feel,
do I feel unwanted?
Unloved by even my self.
Why must I be this person?
A soul trapped in a skin gasping for air...
Air I tell myself I don't want.
I don't need.
I am drowning and I like the feel.
My lungs burn for air and I don't want to surface.
I want the fire to engulf me--I want the flames to swallow my lungs.
Swallow me whole.
I feel dead inside.
No something worse than death...
I am a small child trying to find a place in this world.
A child who can't find
Who won't find a place in this world.
Why, oh why God?
Do I spend more time,
wanting to end my life.
Than to live it