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It all ends up this way Destroyed mentally, and shocked as to where I was For the past couple of months Did I really let that happen to me? Self defense isn't always physical I wish I was, more strong I wish I was, able to say no I wish I was, someone everyone respects Shaking, cold, confused, crying I'm not sure what to say There was always different shifts Flip flopping Never keeping your word Instability was my worse enemy I wish you well, even though you don't. I wish for harmony, in the chaos of the mind. I wish for pure love, where there is no expectations in return. I wish for strength to get through this world. Hatred and resentment are for people who cannot get over the pain of the past Blaming, pointing fingers, saying words that really hurt deep within Feeling relief afterwards while the harm isn't reversible All the things I wanted to avoid All the things I wanted to avoid. But I kept going, hoping, knowing that one day this will come to an end and each time, I will hurt more my paranoia may be a self fulfilled proficiency but I hate being right. I hate being right. Darkness within your eyes Laughing out loud I'm here for you, but I will hurt you. I love you but I will leave I don't have it in me to the person, that is right for you. Contraction fess up, you aren't treating me right fess up, you jumped into this without a thought as to how to handle fess up, you could have returned a changed person fess up, you aren't mentally sound to accept the love to accept the issues of everyday life to accept me, as a person.
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Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 9:48 PM UTC
Over the border, under the bridge
It all ends up this way Destroyed mentally, and shocked as to where I was For the past couple of months Did I really let that happen to me? Self defense isn't always physical I wish I was, more strong I wish I was, able to say no I wish I was, someone everyone respects Shaking, cold, confused, crying I'm not sure what to say There was always different shifts Flip flopping Never keeping your word Instability was my worse enemy I wish you well, even though you don't. I wish for harmony, in the chaos of the mind. I wish for pure love, where there is no expectations in return. I wish for strength to get through this world. Hatred and resentment are for people who cannot get over the pain of the past Blaming, pointing fingers, saying words that really hurt deep within Feeling relief afterwards while the harm isn't reversible All the things I wanted to avoid All the things I wanted to avoid. But I kept going, hoping, knowing that one day this will come to an end and each time, I will hurt more my paranoia may be a self fulfilled proficiency but I hate being right. I hate being right. Darkness within your eyes Laughing out loud I'm here for you, but I will hurt you. I love you but I will leave I don't have it in me to the person, that is right for you. Contraction fess up, you aren't treating me right fess up, you jumped into this without a thought as to how to handle fess up, you could have returned a changed person fess up, you aren't mentally sound to accept the love to accept the issues of everyday life to accept me, as a person.
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Sid-Eli
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Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 9:48 PM UTC
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