writing
to take my mind off of you
but you're all i can write about
when i'm over you
but not over it.
sometimes
when i look in a mirror,
i'm almost surprised when
a blackened eye or a split lip
are not parts of my reflection.
and sometimes
when i'm in bed
with someone that's not you,
i'm surprised when
when i just want to sleep
i'm not talked into anything else.
sometimes
i find myself arguing without reason.
just because it's what i expect.
maybe soon,
you'll be gone
and i'll be able to sigh
without fear of being choked.
Feb 7, 2014
Feb 7, 2014 at 1:16 AM UTC
writing
to take my mind off of you
but you're all i can write about
when i'm over you
but not over it.
sometimes
when i look in a mirror,
i'm almost surprised when
a blackened eye or a split lip
are not parts of my reflection.
and sometimes
when i'm in bed
with someone that's not you,
i'm surprised when
when i just want to sleep
i'm not talked into anything else.
sometimes
i find myself arguing without reason.
just because it's what i expect.
maybe soon,
you'll be gone
and i'll be able to sigh
without fear of being choked.