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stop thinking you know me because you don't no one does stop saying i'm not comfortable with myself stop saying i don't love myself stop saying i can't do things alone i hate it but the thing is you're right i'm not comfortable with myself i don't love myself i can't do things alone i just don't want anyone to know i don't want to go back to the hospital i don't want to be crazy i don't want to disappoint everyone again because i know that if i tell you what i think i would need to go back i would be crazy i would disappoint you that's what hurts the most you're right even if i don't want to admit it so i don't i tell you you're wrong but you can see i'm lying you've seen me when i'm most vulnerable you've seen me at my weakest point you gagged me to keep me alive you know me and i hate it you know i'm crazy you know i belong in the hospital but you don't want to admit it either you don't want another person in your family crazy we all are but i'm the golden child, aren't i? no. i'm just like the rest of our family crazy hurting insane mental i know all this and so do you
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Feb 3, 2014
Feb 3, 2014 at 2:58 AM UTC
i hate it
stop thinking you know me because you don't no one does stop saying i'm not comfortable with myself stop saying i don't love myself stop saying i can't do things alone i hate it but the thing is you're right i'm not comfortable with myself i don't love myself i can't do things alone i just don't want anyone to know i don't want to go back to the hospital i don't want to be crazy i don't want to disappoint everyone again because i know that if i tell you what i think i would need to go back i would be crazy i would disappoint you that's what hurts the most you're right even if i don't want to admit it so i don't i tell you you're wrong but you can see i'm lying you've seen me when i'm most vulnerable you've seen me at my weakest point you gagged me to keep me alive you know me and i hate it you know i'm crazy you know i belong in the hospital but you don't want to admit it either you don't want another person in your family crazy we all are but i'm the golden child, aren't i? no. i'm just like the rest of our family crazy hurting insane mental i know all this and so do you
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Feb 3, 2014
Feb 3, 2014 at 2:58 AM UTC
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