The pain is so distant.
Nothing more than a dull ache.
I feel like I’m watching a movie,
The picture too grainy to make out.
I cant breathe.
Each and every rasp is wet.
I cant see.
My vision blurs and distorts.
I cant speak.
Blood endlessly chokes my voice.
I dont want to feel.
I know there will only be pain.
I block everything out
And I retreat within myself.
I think I fall to my knees.
I’m not sure anymore.
Am I dying?
Am I finally going to die?
Blissful silence.
An endless abyss.
No pain, no cruelty.
No him, no her.
No me.
Close my eyes.
Fade to black.
Roll credits.
Fin.
Sep 9, 2010
Sep 9, 2010 at 12:13 PM UTC
The pain is so distant.
Nothing more than a dull ache.
I feel like I’m watching a movie,
The picture too grainy to make out.
I cant breathe.
Each and every rasp is wet.
I cant see.
My vision blurs and distorts.
I cant speak.
Blood endlessly chokes my voice.
I dont want to feel.
I know there will only be pain.
I block everything out
And I retreat within myself.
I think I fall to my knees.
I’m not sure anymore.
Am I dying?
Am I finally going to die?
Blissful silence.
An endless abyss.
No pain, no cruelty.
No him, no her.
No me.
Close my eyes.
Fade to black.
Roll credits.
Fin.
I... I don't even remember writing this...