These silent
walls
palpitates
like echoed Doppler
heart beats
& cacophony cries
I've longed for
& yet to hear.
Entangling
sticky loosened like sinews
with a crimson rope
trailing, tied to me
a hanging noose
from genitalia to abdomen.
metaphorical blindfolded
eyes never open
mouths sealed shut,
slippery-jelly wetness
cascading from limbs
unmoving,
warm arms hold me & try hard
to calm my wails.
I feel discombobulated
in this peril of darkness
with this injustice
the savage way life's ****** away my chance
of fulfillment, the radiant glow my whole being once held
O'how my soul's been stolen away,
each push
** each breath**
each heart
breaking pain.
It's a invisible beating,
which keeps me flailing
& screaming
as consumptive
waves mistreat
my hoarding womb
wrecking havoc
in the
most brutal
way.
Unyielding
pain deep within me
White coated sleeve
red bright metallic stains.
Masked faces
& eyes who can't
match my tearful stare
sound of
regret & sympathetic
mournful apologizes-
left me defeated
cheated
out of the most
important things,
which matters
only to me.
I'm never going to be
the same
not after this
Miscarriage
Jan 18, 2014
Jan 18, 2014 at 11:41 PM UTC
These silent
walls
palpitates
like echoed Doppler
heart beats
& cacophony cries
I've longed for
& yet to hear.
Entangling
sticky loosened like sinews
with a crimson rope
trailing, tied to me
a hanging noose
from genitalia to abdomen.
metaphorical blindfolded
eyes never open
mouths sealed shut,
slippery-jelly wetness
cascading from limbs
unmoving,
warm arms hold me & try hard
to calm my wails.
I feel discombobulated
in this peril of darkness
with this injustice
the savage way life's ****** away my chance
of fulfillment, the radiant glow my whole being once held
O'how my soul's been stolen away,
each push
** each breath**
each heart
breaking pain.
It's a invisible beating,
which keeps me flailing
& screaming
as consumptive
waves mistreat
my hoarding womb
wrecking havoc
in the
most brutal
way.
Unyielding
pain deep within me
White coated sleeve
red bright metallic stains.
Masked faces
& eyes who can't
match my tearful stare
sound of
regret & sympathetic
mournful apologizes-
left me defeated
cheated
out of the most
important things,
which matters
only to me.
I'm never going to be
the same
not after this
Miscarriage
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