All the Wrong
All the Right
the moments of Dread
Out shined by the Delight
The sun
Erupting out of my heart
a feeling so right
So effortless
So true
The only problems stemmed from within you.
I own up to my own mistakes
my own choices
the road to my fate
I think of the rights
and the wrongs
the boundaries that were overstepped,
ignored, and spit on
I can understand how the distance,
the lack of Intimacy,
could drive someone to fulfill their own needs.
But what is unacceptable to me
was the dishonesty.
We were open from the start
or so i assumed.
The talks of what we wanted,
what we were willing to go through.
It was all in line, so all we would have
to deal with was the time.
I couldn't force you open,
i didn't want to at first.
but being 500 miles away,
combined with the hurt.
I realize I overstepped
my own boundaries.
By disrespecting yourself,
i blindly followed your lead.
I have learned from it
I have the knowledge to succeed.
You have been my greatest teacher
I now take my own lead.
Jan 7, 2014
Jan 7, 2014 at 6:37 PM UTC
All the Wrong
All the Right
the moments of Dread
Out shined by the Delight
The sun
Erupting out of my heart
a feeling so right
So effortless
So true
The only problems stemmed from within you.
I own up to my own mistakes
my own choices
the road to my fate
I think of the rights
and the wrongs
the boundaries that were overstepped,
ignored, and spit on
I can understand how the distance,
the lack of Intimacy,
could drive someone to fulfill their own needs.
But what is unacceptable to me
was the dishonesty.
We were open from the start
or so i assumed.
The talks of what we wanted,
what we were willing to go through.
It was all in line, so all we would have
to deal with was the time.
I couldn't force you open,
i didn't want to at first.
but being 500 miles away,
combined with the hurt.
I realize I overstepped
my own boundaries.
By disrespecting yourself,
i blindly followed your lead.
I have learned from it
I have the knowledge to succeed.
You have been my greatest teacher
I now take my own lead.
