Your shoulders, sturdy,
hold me, heavy,
I am groggy but awake.
Push at a rock and hope it will move.
You reap what you sow but I did not
plan for your barren lands,
I hadn't thought of the desert,
I have not been able to dream, I have yet to fall asleep.
Watch me fall into the abyss of my own unconscious, salvaging dollops of conversations we have not had.
Look at you ramble... uneasy, too afraid to let
a comfortable silence sit between us, too insecure
to share anything but emptiness disguised as words.
I did not believe in the power of company,
and their influence.
Now all I can do is stare inertly at the fallow lands of my nightmares
Only to awake, heaving, still heavy, gesticulating wildly,
reaching for familiarity.
I hate this obstinate reality.
We are friends by habit not love.
Dec 29, 2013
Dec 29, 2013 at 6:25 PM UTC
Your shoulders, sturdy,
hold me, heavy,
I am groggy but awake.
Push at a rock and hope it will move.
You reap what you sow but I did not
plan for your barren lands,
I hadn't thought of the desert,
I have not been able to dream, I have yet to fall asleep.
Watch me fall into the abyss of my own unconscious, salvaging dollops of conversations we have not had.
Look at you ramble... uneasy, too afraid to let
a comfortable silence sit between us, too insecure
to share anything but emptiness disguised as words.
I did not believe in the power of company,
and their influence.
Now all I can do is stare inertly at the fallow lands of my nightmares
Only to awake, heaving, still heavy, gesticulating wildly,
reaching for familiarity.
I hate this obstinate reality.
We are friends by habit not love.
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