sometimes i am emotionally unavailable on purpose.
i put my phone under my pillow so i can't hear it beep and buzz and twang
i turn off my facebook chat and ignore your messages.
i don't even do it because i can't handle it
i can handle anything
i was born with an innate sense of determination
and morality
but sometimes i feel the need to be an unattached *******
just to see what it's like
i'll go on youtube and watch ****** videos
i'll even laugh
when i know that somewhere you're feeling like i do all the time
i won't give a single ****
not even a tiny pang will reach my carefully wired heart
right now it's plugged into too many other things that are ******* the energy out of it
to take note
i hope you feel ******* terrible
i'm not even bothered
i will be later
but not now
message away...
la,
la
can't hear you,
can't hear you.
Dec 9, 2013
Dec 9, 2013 at 9:19 PM UTC
sometimes i am emotionally unavailable on purpose.
i put my phone under my pillow so i can't hear it beep and buzz and twang
i turn off my facebook chat and ignore your messages.
i don't even do it because i can't handle it
i can handle anything
i was born with an innate sense of determination
and morality
but sometimes i feel the need to be an unattached *******
just to see what it's like
i'll go on youtube and watch ****** videos
i'll even laugh
when i know that somewhere you're feeling like i do all the time
i won't give a single ****
not even a tiny pang will reach my carefully wired heart
right now it's plugged into too many other things that are ******* the energy out of it
to take note
i hope you feel ******* terrible
i'm not even bothered
i will be later
but not now
message away...
la,
la
can't hear you,
can't hear you.
i know i'm being an ******* but i just don't care
probably not a good sign