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The years before the drugs before the smiles the bright times the easy nights were dark But I only knew darkness so to me it was brighter than the sun There were nights of red bull and vodkas of googling obsessions and losing my personality for a weekend There were days and days of misery my sobs my screams my nightmares my tears your tears I would scream until the air in my lungs were gone I would get down I would run for hours and I would feel my skin crawl The years before the drugs I was cruel a 13 year old girl with a razor sharp tounge hell bent on expressing pain any way possible This experience isnt unique but just because it isnt unique doesn't mean I dont need to apologize for the years before the drugs I'm sorry.
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Dec 6, 2013
Dec 6, 2013 at 3:59 PM UTC
Not your typical drug story
The years before the drugs before the smiles the bright times the easy nights were dark But I only knew darkness so to me it was brighter than the sun There were nights of red bull and vodkas of googling obsessions and losing my personality for a weekend There were days and days of misery my sobs my screams my nightmares my tears your tears I would scream until the air in my lungs were gone I would get down I would run for hours and I would feel my skin crawl The years before the drugs I was cruel a 13 year old girl with a razor sharp tounge hell bent on expressing pain any way possible This experience isnt unique but just because it isnt unique doesn't mean I dont need to apologize for the years before the drugs I'm sorry.
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Dec 6, 2013
Dec 6, 2013 at 3:59 PM UTC
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