A meltdown as I searched,
The minute turning 12:00,
High hopes, high hopes—
Where was it?
Descended into nonsense.
My leftover Thai food.
The tears began to fall.
I sounded like a whiny child.
It wasn’t the food, was it?
It was another nose
Of another bottle, bursting
From the pressure.
Crying for no reason.
Treating my mum unfairly.
As if I were a puppet
Masking my own stress.
I did not yell, I just cried.
I felt senseless and uncontrolled.
God, help stabilise me.
4d ago
Jun 1, 2026 at 3:25 PM UTC
A meltdown as I searched,
The minute turning 12:00,
High hopes, high hopes—
Where was it?
Descended into nonsense.
My leftover Thai food.
The tears began to fall.
I sounded like a whiny child.
It wasn’t the food, was it?
It was another nose
Of another bottle, bursting
From the pressure.
Crying for no reason.
Treating my mum unfairly.
As if I were a puppet
Masking my own stress.
I did not yell, I just cried.
I felt senseless and uncontrolled.
God, help stabilise me.