I think I got possessed last Sunday
I guess you could say it was a rough
September night
I was lying in my bed
Sweating over a text gone unread
My brain out to get me, practically leaping out my head
Banging on my skull I felt it,
Just like I did when I was eight
And the wait, and the wait, and the wait
Started to become something I couldn’t take
I realized I’m still the same child
One who’s thoughts
Easily turn her wild
Nothing has changed- my
bed,
Comforter,
Sheets
Have stayed the same
And out of the crevices in my brain comes a feeling, long thought to be overcame
I began to claw at my sheets
Trying to tear them apart
As if, when left with mere threads
This feeling would depart
When that didn’t work
I kicked and hit the mattress
Inconsolable, with no remedy
Just a night that was seemingly endless
I was up against the clock
The fact that morning would not come
Each second feeling like a lifetime
Racing thoughts not able to be numbed
A call, a reply, a single sign of life
Might have calmed my restless state
Yet remedy wouldn’t come that night
For assurance, I would half to wait
Maybe i wasn’t possessed last Sunday
Maybe I just need one who can communicate
One who doesn’t call me ridiculous
Just like they did when I was eight
6d ago
May 30, 2026 at 1:30 AM UTC
I think I got possessed last Sunday
I guess you could say it was a rough
September night
I was lying in my bed
Sweating over a text gone unread
My brain out to get me, practically leaping out my head
Banging on my skull I felt it,
Just like I did when I was eight
And the wait, and the wait, and the wait
Started to become something I couldn’t take
I realized I’m still the same child
One who’s thoughts
Easily turn her wild
Nothing has changed- my
bed,
Comforter,
Sheets
Have stayed the same
And out of the crevices in my brain comes a feeling, long thought to be overcame
I began to claw at my sheets
Trying to tear them apart
As if, when left with mere threads
This feeling would depart
When that didn’t work
I kicked and hit the mattress
Inconsolable, with no remedy
Just a night that was seemingly endless
I was up against the clock
The fact that morning would not come
Each second feeling like a lifetime
Racing thoughts not able to be numbed
A call, a reply, a single sign of life
Might have calmed my restless state
Yet remedy wouldn’t come that night
For assurance, I would half to wait
Maybe i wasn’t possessed last Sunday
Maybe I just need one who can communicate
One who doesn’t call me ridiculous
Just like they did when I was eight
an old poem from my notes app