The smoker loves not the smoke but she loves the feeling
She feels like she’s being rebellious and I guess that’s essential at 15
She sneaks off to her friends to have a smoke and talk about lovers
But now she 25 with a habit she can’t kick
She’s still sneaking out to go smoke but not with her friend
She died a wile back
Maybe from smoking maybe from boys she cares not to find an answer
Now she sneaks off to get away from boys and get away from smoking
She still can’t sneak away from the embers of her first cigarette
Even if she lost her lighter
May 18
May 18, 2026 at 8:48 PM UTC
The smoker loves not the smoke but she loves the feeling
She feels like she’s being rebellious and I guess that’s essential at 15
She sneaks off to her friends to have a smoke and talk about lovers
But now she 25 with a habit she can’t kick
She’s still sneaking out to go smoke but not with her friend
She died a wile back
Maybe from smoking maybe from boys she cares not to find an answer
Now she sneaks off to get away from boys and get away from smoking
She still can’t sneak away from the embers of her first cigarette
Even if she lost her lighter
My ashtray was begging for this one