And I will not look for that heavenly drink
, and I will not drink the nectar of heaven
, and I will not see that moon lotus
, this is my pride.
He will not be disturbed by my arrival;
not for any reason,
but I will sacrifice my life
to the illusion of his eyes.
And I will not forget that deadly gaze, I will not
keep the pain
for him in secret, I will not wet my eyes
, and
his eyes will not tremble in his dreams, and
in my eyes,
it seems that I have no right
to this creation of my God.
This is not my anger,
nor subtle pride , but only a poison-filled bowl poured out
of his heart .
May 15
May 15, 2026 at 3:45 PM UTC
And I will not look for that heavenly drink
, and I will not drink the nectar of heaven
, and I will not see that moon lotus
, this is my pride.
He will not be disturbed by my arrival;
not for any reason,
but I will sacrifice my life
to the illusion of his eyes.
And I will not forget that deadly gaze, I will not
keep the pain
for him in secret, I will not wet my eyes
, and
his eyes will not tremble in his dreams, and
in my eyes,
it seems that I have no right
to this creation of my God.
This is not my anger,
nor subtle pride , but only a poison-filled bowl poured out
of his heart .
