I wish I knew what it was like to be arrogant.
To walk in a room and just...
expect.
I don't want to be an ****
It's not that part that appeals to me.
It's more that I'm drawn to
Not wearing
The layers of anxiety like a wool coat in summer
Sweating out the potential of what my life
Could, be...
Sweat free.
To speak to a stranger,
Hi, you alright?
On a comfortable level
No playing games on a field.
Free from agenda, just easy going
Request, require, receive.
Being myself, for myself.
No drama.
It's not even confidence,
I don't think.
I can do the fake small talk and hide the scary mask
But it feels
Layered. Theatrical. Performative.
If you have that air of one who expects it seems so easy.
Of course you'll do it, I asked you to.
Without a question or doubt,
Of course mate I'll sort that for you, it's not the way we do it
But I'll sort you out old boy don't you worry.
Seems so simple, to be so smooth
No hint of query or backchat
An if but or maybe not escaping your lips.
I asked you to.
May 15
May 15, 2026 at 4:39 AM UTC
I wish I knew what it was like to be arrogant.
To walk in a room and just...
expect.
I don't want to be an ****
It's not that part that appeals to me.
It's more that I'm drawn to
Not wearing
The layers of anxiety like a wool coat in summer
Sweating out the potential of what my life
Could, be...
Sweat free.
To speak to a stranger,
Hi, you alright?
On a comfortable level
No playing games on a field.
Free from agenda, just easy going
Request, require, receive.
Being myself, for myself.
No drama.
It's not even confidence,
I don't think.
I can do the fake small talk and hide the scary mask
But it feels
Layered. Theatrical. Performative.
If you have that air of one who expects it seems so easy.
Of course you'll do it, I asked you to.
Without a question or doubt,
Of course mate I'll sort that for you, it's not the way we do it
But I'll sort you out old boy don't you worry.
Seems so simple, to be so smooth
No hint of query or backchat
An if but or maybe not escaping your lips.
I asked you to.