I think she loves me, or at least tried to, considering I'm all she's got, but I think I hate her. It's awful that she forgives me for all the days I can't stand to look at her, and when I do ask for feedback, she only whispers kindness.
It's okay, though, I won't leave her, or at least I'll try, considering she's all I've got, but once I forget, she'll leave. It's awful that I try to ignore all the reminders of her pain, but acknowledgment only seems to rekindle her spark.
May 13
May 13, 2026 at 2:28 AM UTC
I think she loves me, or at least tried to, considering I'm all she's got, but I think I hate her. It's awful that she forgives me for all the days I can't stand to look at her, and when I do ask for feedback, she only whispers kindness.
It's okay, though, I won't leave her, or at least I'll try, considering she's all I've got, but once I forget, she'll leave. It's awful that I try to ignore all the reminders of her pain, but acknowledgment only seems to rekindle her spark.
written from my oc's pov
