Sometimes I miss paying for two.
I miss you, do you do too?
Last I looked back,
You were there with your hand holding out for me to hold,
I held it, and I didn't let go.
Everything else is pretty much a blur,
But you remember it all, I was the foolish one, pretty much dumb.
I don't recall what exactly happened, but after I woke up, everything was numb.
My hand was empty, but the weight was still there
Waited for you to see me, at your favourite zoo,
But, sometimes, I miss paying for two.
I'm seeing the world, when mine is seeing a face,
You clearly left, without leaving a trace.
I'm forgetting the way you'd talk,
I'm forgetting the way you'd walk,
I'm forgetting your angry huffs,
The way you'd jump when you got a hiccup,
The way you'd tickle me when I felt low,
The way you'd see me when I felt unknown.
You gave me the most memories, now you're becoming one,
I need your help, but you're now truly the moon.
I passed by your favourite cafe,
Another hand in mine,
But my head recalled to the way you'd hold mine.
I ran, really far,
But all I approached, was the shadow of your car.
You seemed happy, You seemed hallowed,
So I left, my hand sole, finding who?
That's when I truly realized, I miss paying for two.
May 9
May 9, 2026 at 11:20 AM UTC
Sometimes I miss paying for two.
I miss you, do you do too?
Last I looked back,
You were there with your hand holding out for me to hold,
I held it, and I didn't let go.
Everything else is pretty much a blur,
But you remember it all, I was the foolish one, pretty much dumb.
I don't recall what exactly happened, but after I woke up, everything was numb.
My hand was empty, but the weight was still there
Waited for you to see me, at your favourite zoo,
But, sometimes, I miss paying for two.
I'm seeing the world, when mine is seeing a face,
You clearly left, without leaving a trace.
I'm forgetting the way you'd talk,
I'm forgetting the way you'd walk,
I'm forgetting your angry huffs,
The way you'd jump when you got a hiccup,
The way you'd tickle me when I felt low,
The way you'd see me when I felt unknown.
You gave me the most memories, now you're becoming one,
I need your help, but you're now truly the moon.
I passed by your favourite cafe,
Another hand in mine,
But my head recalled to the way you'd hold mine.
I ran, really far,
But all I approached, was the shadow of your car.
You seemed happy, You seemed hallowed,
So I left, my hand sole, finding who?
That's when I truly realized, I miss paying for two.
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