I wish I spoke
for the consumption of ten seconds,
so you'd give me your attention,
for one second,
and I’d feel
some form of validation,
in hopes that you’d return to me
for one more moment,
for I hate the unreturning.
I’m like the rising of the sun,
I want to linger
like cigars
on mustaches, lounges and lips
and spread myself
softly
in rogue-crimson,
peachy-oranges –
Van Gogh-yellows
and be deep
and mellow.
This makes me boring
and come off a little shallow,
because I’m too open.
I’m Kimberly,
I yearn for the digging.
It’s my destruction,
like an open pit,
I burn diamonds.
I want to see the bottom,
and hear the end of a story.
I want to see things
I’m not meant to know
and own with human eyes.
I want the thoughts.
I want the ground.
I want food
that fills me up,
for longer
than a few cravings,
than a bitter fool
and a few seconds.
Apr 21
Apr 21, 2026 at 12:52 PM UTC
I wish I spoke
for the consumption of ten seconds,
so you'd give me your attention,
for one second,
and I’d feel
some form of validation,
in hopes that you’d return to me
for one more moment,
for I hate the unreturning.
I’m like the rising of the sun,
I want to linger
like cigars
on mustaches, lounges and lips
and spread myself
softly
in rogue-crimson,
peachy-oranges –
Van Gogh-yellows
and be deep
and mellow.
This makes me boring
and come off a little shallow,
because I’m too open.
I’m Kimberly,
I yearn for the digging.
It’s my destruction,
like an open pit,
I burn diamonds.
I want to see the bottom,
and hear the end of a story.
I want to see things
I’m not meant to know
and own with human eyes.
I want the thoughts.
I want the ground.
I want food
that fills me up,
for longer
than a few cravings,
than a bitter fool
and a few seconds.