its April now
and it feels like time goes by too fast now
I feel like last year I was just a little girl
with a smile on my face,
its April now
and my birthday is next month
I don't feel like getting older or more mature
I just feel like being this age forever,
its April now
and flowers are starting to bloom
the world looks brighter even if my emotions aren't,
its April now
and I no longer wish to be in love with her again
I want my own life without her here,
its April now
and the end of the school year is near
I don't feel like going to a new school just yet
old and safe feels just right for me,
its april now
and I'm loosing some friendships
i should have kept a long time ago,
its April now
and the warmth is hitting me
in regret of the long nights of cutting,
its April now
and I cant decide if I love my life or not,
its April now
and Conan Grays deluxe version of wishbone is coming
so I think I should be happy,
its April now
and I feel like I'm still in January
when it was cold and I was alone,
its April now
and I'm putting concealer over my scars hoping it wont fade,
its April now
and I should smile
I should be happy
because I have you guys
I have music
I have my favorite person
I have blooming flowers
I have more dance
I have pain
but its April now
and I don't know if I should be upset anymore.
Apr 17
Apr 17, 2026 at 11:36 AM UTC
its April now
and it feels like time goes by too fast now
I feel like last year I was just a little girl
with a smile on my face,
its April now
and my birthday is next month
I don't feel like getting older or more mature
I just feel like being this age forever,
its April now
and flowers are starting to bloom
the world looks brighter even if my emotions aren't,
its April now
and I no longer wish to be in love with her again
I want my own life without her here,
its April now
and the end of the school year is near
I don't feel like going to a new school just yet
old and safe feels just right for me,
its april now
and I'm loosing some friendships
i should have kept a long time ago,
its April now
and the warmth is hitting me
in regret of the long nights of cutting,
its April now
and I cant decide if I love my life or not,
its April now
and Conan Grays deluxe version of wishbone is coming
so I think I should be happy,
its April now
and I feel like I'm still in January
when it was cold and I was alone,
its April now
and I'm putting concealer over my scars hoping it wont fade,
its April now
and I should smile
I should be happy
because I have you guys
I have music
I have my favorite person
I have blooming flowers
I have more dance
I have pain
but its April now
and I don't know if I should be upset anymore.
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