I remember how it started,
Like everything was meant to be.
Every little thing you said
Felt like it was just for me.
I built my life around you,
Trusted every word as true.
I thought if I just held on,
My heart was safe with you.
But something’s changed...
Between us now,
And I don’t know what to do.
I’m searching for the boy I loved,
Somewhere inside of you.
If love were real,
Why does it feel like I'm losing you?
Why does the quiet
Say more than you do?
I keep holding on
To the person I thought I knew,
But the harder I try,
The less I recognize you.
You used to tell me everything
like I was where you’d always land.
Now your words feel far away,
Like they’re slipping from my hands.
I tell myself you’re hurting,
That life is pulling you apart,
But I can’t shake the fear
that I’ve lost your heart.
I’m scared to face the question
That’s been living in my mind.
Was the boy I fell in love with
Someone I won’t find?
If love were real,
Why am I breaking
Just holding your hand?
Why does “forever”
Feel
Smaller
Than we planned?
I keep chasing memories
Of the way you used to be.
Maybe loving you once
Doesn’t mean
You’re still for me.
Apr 7
Apr 7, 2026 at 2:40 PM UTC
I remember how it started,
Like everything was meant to be.
Every little thing you said
Felt like it was just for me.
I built my life around you,
Trusted every word as true.
I thought if I just held on,
My heart was safe with you.
But something’s changed...
Between us now,
And I don’t know what to do.
I’m searching for the boy I loved,
Somewhere inside of you.
If love were real,
Why does it feel like I'm losing you?
Why does the quiet
Say more than you do?
I keep holding on
To the person I thought I knew,
But the harder I try,
The less I recognize you.
You used to tell me everything
like I was where you’d always land.
Now your words feel far away,
Like they’re slipping from my hands.
I tell myself you’re hurting,
That life is pulling you apart,
But I can’t shake the fear
that I’ve lost your heart.
I’m scared to face the question
That’s been living in my mind.
Was the boy I fell in love with
Someone I won’t find?
If love were real,
Why am I breaking
Just holding your hand?
Why does “forever”
Feel
Smaller
Than we planned?
I keep chasing memories
Of the way you used to be.
Maybe loving you once
Doesn’t mean
You’re still for me.
