you're in frontof me telling me that its gonna get better but suddently you disapear, slowly, lonely,but surely, and now i am here alone waiting for you, for your voice, for your touch, for your arms around me, but you're not here. old scars that i tough healed ,are bleeding to death and suddenly i'm taken back to the "before you" and i see how much your presence, your smile, your soul or just the tough of you changed me. like a bandage that covered it all, but all this pain, the bandage couldnt keep it all in and exploded and let it all out again, the nightmares are back ,the cuts are deep, the pain is strong and i am weak and tired, tired to wake up just to not see you , whats the meaning of this world ,of life if you're not here.my light in the dark ,my wildflower in a rose haze ,my hope.
why all this is happening to me this way ,i'm tossed away next to the grave of our relationship with pity and loneliness going in my veins and the memory of your face
Mar 24
Mar 24, 2026 at 3:57 PM UTC
you're in frontof me telling me that its gonna get better but suddently you disapear, slowly, lonely,but surely, and now i am here alone waiting for you, for your voice, for your touch, for your arms around me, but you're not here. old scars that i tough healed ,are bleeding to death and suddenly i'm taken back to the "before you" and i see how much your presence, your smile, your soul or just the tough of you changed me. like a bandage that covered it all, but all this pain, the bandage couldnt keep it all in and exploded and let it all out again, the nightmares are back ,the cuts are deep, the pain is strong and i am weak and tired, tired to wake up just to not see you , whats the meaning of this world ,of life if you're not here.my light in the dark ,my wildflower in a rose haze ,my hope.
why all this is happening to me this way ,i'm tossed away next to the grave of our relationship with pity and loneliness going in my veins and the memory of your face
