It's like I'm breathing,
but there's no air,
I can't remember a time since I met you,
That I could bare,
Not seeing you,
Or holding you close,
Or feeling your eyes on me,
I can't cope with the fact that we just can't be,
Together,
Forever,
A family of four,
Plus our fur babies, but maybe even one more?
I've tried to move on, I've tried to be,
Everything that I thought I had in me,
But at the end of the day,
it all comes down,
To the fact that it's so dangerous to have you around,
I love so much, I love hard,
But my life,
Myself,
I can't discard,
For anyone,
Not even you,
I have a son, who was fought for, then dropped,
And so I won,
The chance to raise a child so pure,
And I'm so afraid of what he will have to endure,
If I don't put an end to this,
Find a love that is pure,
That lets me lean into my femininity and not have to be so tough,
Held,
Loved, and never alone,
So much fondness and admiration shown,
And so I'm alone, and in future I'll have grown,
A heart made of stone,
Through experiencing love,
In a war zone.
Mar 6
Mar 6, 2026 at 9:50 AM UTC
It's like I'm breathing,
but there's no air,
I can't remember a time since I met you,
That I could bare,
Not seeing you,
Or holding you close,
Or feeling your eyes on me,
I can't cope with the fact that we just can't be,
Together,
Forever,
A family of four,
Plus our fur babies, but maybe even one more?
I've tried to move on, I've tried to be,
Everything that I thought I had in me,
But at the end of the day,
it all comes down,
To the fact that it's so dangerous to have you around,
I love so much, I love hard,
But my life,
Myself,
I can't discard,
For anyone,
Not even you,
I have a son, who was fought for, then dropped,
And so I won,
The chance to raise a child so pure,
And I'm so afraid of what he will have to endure,
If I don't put an end to this,
Find a love that is pure,
That lets me lean into my femininity and not have to be so tough,
Held,
Loved, and never alone,
So much fondness and admiration shown,
And so I'm alone, and in future I'll have grown,
A heart made of stone,
Through experiencing love,
In a war zone.
