its 2am and I think I wanna die
its 2am and I think I ruin everyone lives
its 2am and everyone I love has left me alone
its 2am and I wish it was just a nightmare so I could run to my mom
its 2am and I wonder how my brother is doing in the mental hospital
its 2am and I wish I could be a better daughter so my mom wouldn't stress
its 2am and I'm thinking about all the missing assignments I have
its 2am and i remember my old messages with my ex
its 2am and im staring at her online profile and debating the text
its 2am and im blasting music in my ears so loud they feel numb
its 2am and im staring at the razor blade under my pillow
its 2am and im ******* in my stomach like i was in a bikini
its 2am and im adding pins to my food board even though im anorexic
its 2am and im texting strangers i feel so alone
its 2am and i remember every bad thing anyone has said about me
its 2am and i miss aubs my old "wife" who killed herself
its 2am and i remember when people used to look up to me
its 2am and i want to be someone im not
its 2am and im waiting on the hotline to respond
its 2am and im watching old dances seeing happy young me
its 2am and im wondering whens the next time ill shower
its 2am and im sending out emails to my friend saying im fine
its 2am and im looking at those "im watching you" letters and crying
its 2am and i wish my life wasnt mine
its 2am and im staring at my old friends and seeing how their happy
its 2am and my world is turning
turning too fast for my brain to process
its 2am and i realize how broken i am
its 2am and i look at myself and say... hey your only a teen
its 2am and the voice echos too long to be alive
its 2am and i think i should die
its 2am and the world is too quiet to breathe
its 2am and the sun rises, snow stays, rain falls, wind blows
and we will be okay again
Feb 20
Feb 20, 2026 at 11:34 AM UTC
its 2am and I think I wanna die
its 2am and I think I ruin everyone lives
its 2am and everyone I love has left me alone
its 2am and I wish it was just a nightmare so I could run to my mom
its 2am and I wonder how my brother is doing in the mental hospital
its 2am and I wish I could be a better daughter so my mom wouldn't stress
its 2am and I'm thinking about all the missing assignments I have
its 2am and i remember my old messages with my ex
its 2am and im staring at her online profile and debating the text
its 2am and im blasting music in my ears so loud they feel numb
its 2am and im staring at the razor blade under my pillow
its 2am and im ******* in my stomach like i was in a bikini
its 2am and im adding pins to my food board even though im anorexic
its 2am and im texting strangers i feel so alone
its 2am and i remember every bad thing anyone has said about me
its 2am and i miss aubs my old "wife" who killed herself
its 2am and i remember when people used to look up to me
its 2am and i want to be someone im not
its 2am and im waiting on the hotline to respond
its 2am and im watching old dances seeing happy young me
its 2am and im wondering whens the next time ill shower
its 2am and im sending out emails to my friend saying im fine
its 2am and im looking at those "im watching you" letters and crying
its 2am and i wish my life wasnt mine
its 2am and im staring at my old friends and seeing how their happy
its 2am and my world is turning
turning too fast for my brain to process
its 2am and i realize how broken i am
its 2am and i look at myself and say... hey your only a teen
its 2am and the voice echos too long to be alive
its 2am and i think i should die
its 2am and the world is too quiet to breathe
its 2am and the sun rises, snow stays, rain falls, wind blows
and we will be okay again
idk this was me at 2am guys-
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