Disappear
I can disappear
Watch me disappear into a bottle
Whiskey shots
Lemon drops
My red wine lips
On coffee cups
At work, on the train, every day.
The only way.
Such a good disguise
When you’re always the girl who parties
Drink this hair of the dog
Does it count if it’s around the clock?
If I skip a day
It feels too much
When I wake up
Pour some whiskey in my coffee
Save me from me
I can disappear
Disappear into this bottle
Send me out to sea, forgotten
It’s safe inside my bottle
I’m numb and cold
I’m rotting
Forever drowning in a bottle
Who am I
When I’m forced to see the light?
Who am I
When the mask finally slips
In the afternoon?
This is me
I can’t remember when it was fun
I don’t care about tomorrow
I’ll just pour another shot
My safe and sound could never end
If I stay forever on this bend
I can disappear
Disappear into this bottle
It’s safe inside my bottle
I’m numb and cold
Forever drowning in a bottle
I pretend I don’t feel
But the alcohol will take it
It will take it all
And yet I fall
Fall into this bottle
Disappear
I can disappear
Feb 17
Feb 17, 2026 at 9:18 AM UTC
Disappear
I can disappear
Watch me disappear into a bottle
Whiskey shots
Lemon drops
My red wine lips
On coffee cups
At work, on the train, every day.
The only way.
Such a good disguise
When you’re always the girl who parties
Drink this hair of the dog
Does it count if it’s around the clock?
If I skip a day
It feels too much
When I wake up
Pour some whiskey in my coffee
Save me from me
I can disappear
Disappear into this bottle
Send me out to sea, forgotten
It’s safe inside my bottle
I’m numb and cold
I’m rotting
Forever drowning in a bottle
Who am I
When I’m forced to see the light?
Who am I
When the mask finally slips
In the afternoon?
This is me
I can’t remember when it was fun
I don’t care about tomorrow
I’ll just pour another shot
My safe and sound could never end
If I stay forever on this bend
I can disappear
Disappear into this bottle
It’s safe inside my bottle
I’m numb and cold
Forever drowning in a bottle
I pretend I don’t feel
But the alcohol will take it
It will take it all
And yet I fall
Fall into this bottle
Disappear
I can disappear
11 years alcohol free
