As I walk in the door
I am shoot with a sent
It’s stench is strong
I could almost smell it from outside
But as I stepped in the smoke got stronger
I had be starving
I barely ate in days
It was the weekend
I had no where to eat
I had left that morning
only to see if I could find food
But yet no success
Mom barely feed us
Me and my sister never got fed by are mom
She always was busy
She would smoke
She would do drugs
She would give her body out men
Yet she would never care for us
She would rarely acknowledge us
Only when we were burdens
Only when she could look good
Only when she could benefit
But not during those times
We were useless
My sister tried to talk to her when they smoked
She came back later with burns
On her arms and legs
I have those same marks
I warn her
But yet she won’t listen to my warning
But I don’t blame her
I was dumb kid to
But we do the best we can
I work to keep her safe
I buy us blankets
And food
And a living
But yet it’s not enough
My sister never met Dad
I tired to but there were to many men
And for her sake I hope we never meet dad
Because he never cared enough to reach out
But as I go looking for sis
Is see her next mom
Arms out
And mom
Taking puffs
Putting the cigarette out on her arms
Just like she did for me
I beg her to stop
I get in my knees
But yet she continues
As I get on my knees and beg
She takes a puff
And she puts it out on my neck
I almost scream
I learned that only makes it worse
But yet it hurts less
Seeing it’s me and not my sister
She looks concerned
I smile with joy
For I am used to the pain
But as I get ready to give up
I hear a knock from the door
Followed by it being kicked in
That’s when….
That’s when I passed out
Now I live with a bunch of random people
Without my sister
Taking puffs like mom did
And sometimes
To remember sis
I put it out
On my neck
Then
I take a puff
Feb 14
Feb 14, 2026 at 7:47 PM UTC
As I walk in the door
I am shoot with a sent
It’s stench is strong
I could almost smell it from outside
But as I stepped in the smoke got stronger
I had be starving
I barely ate in days
It was the weekend
I had no where to eat
I had left that morning
only to see if I could find food
But yet no success
Mom barely feed us
Me and my sister never got fed by are mom
She always was busy
She would smoke
She would do drugs
She would give her body out men
Yet she would never care for us
She would rarely acknowledge us
Only when we were burdens
Only when she could look good
Only when she could benefit
But not during those times
We were useless
My sister tried to talk to her when they smoked
She came back later with burns
On her arms and legs
I have those same marks
I warn her
But yet she won’t listen to my warning
But I don’t blame her
I was dumb kid to
But we do the best we can
I work to keep her safe
I buy us blankets
And food
And a living
But yet it’s not enough
My sister never met Dad
I tired to but there were to many men
And for her sake I hope we never meet dad
Because he never cared enough to reach out
But as I go looking for sis
Is see her next mom
Arms out
And mom
Taking puffs
Putting the cigarette out on her arms
Just like she did for me
I beg her to stop
I get in my knees
But yet she continues
As I get on my knees and beg
She takes a puff
And she puts it out on my neck
I almost scream
I learned that only makes it worse
But yet it hurts less
Seeing it’s me and not my sister
She looks concerned
I smile with joy
For I am used to the pain
But as I get ready to give up
I hear a knock from the door
Followed by it being kicked in
That’s when….
That’s when I passed out
Now I live with a bunch of random people
Without my sister
Taking puffs like mom did
And sometimes
To remember sis
I put it out
On my neck
Then
I take a puff
