It's common to experience pain as a human,
But sometimes —the pain becames unbearable,
I'm short of words,
The poetic words that draw emotions,
Maybe a little bit numb
Or maybe I'm numb.
I worked so hard to be a failure,
I wouldn't call myself a failure loudly,
Words have power,
But it's hard accepting that my life is in shambles.
"Get good grades," they said
I did,
"Be a good person," I probably was
Am I?
Well I think so.
I did everything they said,
Nothing has come to Life,
"Pray without ceasing," I did
But seems like God forgot me
Everyone is living large,
Doing great,
Then there's me.
What was the hard work for,
If my life doesn't show it,
I am one step away from losing myself,
It's hard.
Friends abandoned me,
For reasons I don't know,
It's too silent,
I can hear my own voice.
Well ,
I'm tired
Feb 12
Feb 12, 2026 at 12:37 PM UTC
It's common to experience pain as a human,
But sometimes —the pain becames unbearable,
I'm short of words,
The poetic words that draw emotions,
Maybe a little bit numb
Or maybe I'm numb.
I worked so hard to be a failure,
I wouldn't call myself a failure loudly,
Words have power,
But it's hard accepting that my life is in shambles.
"Get good grades," they said
I did,
"Be a good person," I probably was
Am I?
Well I think so.
I did everything they said,
Nothing has come to Life,
"Pray without ceasing," I did
But seems like God forgot me
Everyone is living large,
Doing great,
Then there's me.
What was the hard work for,
If my life doesn't show it,
I am one step away from losing myself,
It's hard.
Friends abandoned me,
For reasons I don't know,
It's too silent,
I can hear my own voice.
Well ,
I'm tired
It's a raw as it could get
I'm tired very tired
I need a break