I can never be better than I was,
I have touched the highest high,
I have had love,
I have had relationships,
I have had joy,
I have had friends,
I have been a person to trust,
I had money,
I had a future,
I was someone,
I got injured,
I had therapy,
I took them,
I have been high,
I have lost love,
I have lost my passion,
I have lost friends,
I have been sober,
I failed myself,
I failed my friends,
I failed those who look up to me,
I failed everyone,
I have lost my soul,
All because I took one,
Then another,
Then another,
Now I sit in a classroom,
Shaking,
All because I took one.
Then another
Then another…
Feb 12
Feb 12, 2026 at 11:08 AM UTC
I can never be better than I was,
I have touched the highest high,
I have had love,
I have had relationships,
I have had joy,
I have had friends,
I have been a person to trust,
I had money,
I had a future,
I was someone,
I got injured,
I had therapy,
I took them,
I have been high,
I have lost love,
I have lost my passion,
I have lost friends,
I have been sober,
I failed myself,
I failed my friends,
I failed those who look up to me,
I failed everyone,
I have lost my soul,
All because I took one,
Then another,
Then another,
Now I sit in a classroom,
Shaking,
All because I took one.
Then another
Then another…
