I’ve been trying to write a poem for you, and failing
Flowery words and sentimentality
Fall short
I miss you so much
I miss looking down into your big brown eyes
And smelling your shampoo
Which would become our shampoo
And kissing you
I wish you were still sobbing into my chest,
Soaking my shirt with tears
I wish we spent less time being scared
I knew I loved you
For so long
Before I said it
I knew it at the barrier of Enogra,
on the rocks at Cedar Creek
And in my living room
At your feet
Crying over a movie that most of our friends wouldn’t even like
Remember that Easter weekend
When we watched the sky
Waiting for a shooting star
I wish I convinced you to lie there a little longer
I wish we had seen one
Maybe we just weren’t sick of each other yet
Maybe nothing lasts forever anyway
And I wouldn’t ask you to uproot your life for me
But I’d give so much for another hour
Just to hear your problems
Your ****** day
What you had for lunch
What happened at work
Last night you were in my dream
For the first time in months
You were back only for a weekend
We just sat together on the couch
We just did nothing
We didn’t even kiss
I hate myself for waking up
How’s the weather in London?
Just kidding
I know it’s ****
I’m sorry to tell you so many things you already know
I would’ve kept this private
But god know’s if you’d ever hear it otherwise
I love you too much to ever shut up about it
And I’m still missing you
Obviously
I keep thinking of that Leonard Cohen poem
Darling, I now have a butter dish that’s shaped like a cow
It seemed silly when I first read it. But now I understand. I’d do anything to tell you about my silly butter dish. How I got cut off on the way to work. What the last thing that made me laugh was.
All that ********
But you’re not here
So I’ll tell the walls about all the moments we shared
Regale them with stories of us,
To spare my friends the boredom
I’ll journal all your favourite things
I’ll keep your old clothes,
And if we don’t speak again, I’ll leave them with your parents.
I’ll return that 600-page book too; it’ll only take me a week to read.
I’ll stay in touch with your friends, so they can let me know you’re happy -
I’ll only move on, so that you can too.
But there is nothing I could ever be bitter about.
You were it.
Thank you.
Feb 8
Feb 8, 2026 at 4:25 PM UTC
I’ve been trying to write a poem for you, and failing
Flowery words and sentimentality
Fall short
I miss you so much
I miss looking down into your big brown eyes
And smelling your shampoo
Which would become our shampoo
And kissing you
I wish you were still sobbing into my chest,
Soaking my shirt with tears
I wish we spent less time being scared
I knew I loved you
For so long
Before I said it
I knew it at the barrier of Enogra,
on the rocks at Cedar Creek
And in my living room
At your feet
Crying over a movie that most of our friends wouldn’t even like
Remember that Easter weekend
When we watched the sky
Waiting for a shooting star
I wish I convinced you to lie there a little longer
I wish we had seen one
Maybe we just weren’t sick of each other yet
Maybe nothing lasts forever anyway
And I wouldn’t ask you to uproot your life for me
But I’d give so much for another hour
Just to hear your problems
Your ****** day
What you had for lunch
What happened at work
Last night you were in my dream
For the first time in months
You were back only for a weekend
We just sat together on the couch
We just did nothing
We didn’t even kiss
I hate myself for waking up
How’s the weather in London?
Just kidding
I know it’s ****
I’m sorry to tell you so many things you already know
I would’ve kept this private
But god know’s if you’d ever hear it otherwise
I love you too much to ever shut up about it
And I’m still missing you
Obviously
I keep thinking of that Leonard Cohen poem
Darling, I now have a butter dish that’s shaped like a cow
It seemed silly when I first read it. But now I understand. I’d do anything to tell you about my silly butter dish. How I got cut off on the way to work. What the last thing that made me laugh was.
All that ********
But you’re not here
So I’ll tell the walls about all the moments we shared
Regale them with stories of us,
To spare my friends the boredom
I’ll journal all your favourite things
I’ll keep your old clothes,
And if we don’t speak again, I’ll leave them with your parents.
I’ll return that 600-page book too; it’ll only take me a week to read.
I’ll stay in touch with your friends, so they can let me know you’re happy -
I’ll only move on, so that you can too.
But there is nothing I could ever be bitter about.
You were it.
Thank you.
