Lost—adrift in a whirlpool of fear.
I don’t know how to escape this place,
This construct, this prison I built with my own hands,
Shackles of desolation, taut, dragging me down.
If I leap over the edge, chase that golden horizon,
If I fall through the mouth of the dark, deeper still
Into a chasm of exponential blue—
All those love stories were lies, never true.
Darling, if I lose you, I lose myself tonight.
Hang up your gloves—
You gave it one hell of a fight.
I can’t stand myself anymore.
My mind screaming,
Begging, dreaming of dissection—
A release, a pressure giving way.
My grip on reality starts to sway.
I can’t sleep; it worsens day by day.
My hands shake. My throat runs dry.
Crack me open.
Silence the noise.
This landscape lies tattered and torn,
This garden, this monument—
Neglected.
Dead.
Feb 7
Feb 7, 2026 at 11:35 AM UTC
Lost—adrift in a whirlpool of fear.
I don’t know how to escape this place,
This construct, this prison I built with my own hands,
Shackles of desolation, taut, dragging me down.
If I leap over the edge, chase that golden horizon,
If I fall through the mouth of the dark, deeper still
Into a chasm of exponential blue—
All those love stories were lies, never true.
Darling, if I lose you, I lose myself tonight.
Hang up your gloves—
You gave it one hell of a fight.
I can’t stand myself anymore.
My mind screaming,
Begging, dreaming of dissection—
A release, a pressure giving way.
My grip on reality starts to sway.
I can’t sleep; it worsens day by day.
My hands shake. My throat runs dry.
Crack me open.
Silence the noise.
This landscape lies tattered and torn,
This garden, this monument—
Neglected.
Dead.
