I have this voice in my brain
Thats starting to sway
I look back at all the faces that have come and gone
And I wonder has it all been worth it?
I suppose a childhood you were thrown out of isnt a childhood at all
Watching them, like I wasn't even there
The stolen innocence isnt really fair
But what could I do, I had to be there
The echoing in the night, the shovel against the door
Or maybe it was my pet that got shot from eating from the floor
But that's just an excuse I suppose...
I think back to all of you
It's a really healthy thing to do
Don't get me wrong im happy you all made it through
I just wonder what else I could do
You escaped the storm the rumbling quake
But im scared I'll do it again for God's sake
I stay here floating in this stagnation
I'm so ******* scared,I understand my abrasions
I can see the light in all your eyes,
A light thats there now, like clouds appearing in dark blue skies
I thought i would have moved by now
A train floating on water, dragging the horizon
Always running in place
I was never someone to look up too
But what could I do?
I was so lost inside the construction of my mind
Always to scared to look because of what I might find
An ocean of emotion gets lost at sea
With no shoreline left to remember me
Feb 7
Feb 7, 2026 at 11:11 AM UTC
I have this voice in my brain
Thats starting to sway
I look back at all the faces that have come and gone
And I wonder has it all been worth it?
I suppose a childhood you were thrown out of isnt a childhood at all
Watching them, like I wasn't even there
The stolen innocence isnt really fair
But what could I do, I had to be there
The echoing in the night, the shovel against the door
Or maybe it was my pet that got shot from eating from the floor
But that's just an excuse I suppose...
I think back to all of you
It's a really healthy thing to do
Don't get me wrong im happy you all made it through
I just wonder what else I could do
You escaped the storm the rumbling quake
But im scared I'll do it again for God's sake
I stay here floating in this stagnation
I'm so ******* scared,I understand my abrasions
I can see the light in all your eyes,
A light thats there now, like clouds appearing in dark blue skies
I thought i would have moved by now
A train floating on water, dragging the horizon
Always running in place
I was never someone to look up too
But what could I do?
I was so lost inside the construction of my mind
Always to scared to look because of what I might find
An ocean of emotion gets lost at sea
With no shoreline left to remember me
