It is another delusion
You gave blood in my veins
I choke my neck
Simply to stop it.
I find it hard to reciprocate
When the view is almost
We were walking in Danbury
The first week of August.
I gave up on your smile
But I still see it
Stranded in my head.
It's something I love
But hate at the same time
You made me fabricate
What it feels like.
The air is humid
Cold and heavy
I got myself ******
At our usual bar
I drank so much
I start seeing you hold my hand
You were a flash in a pan
It is just another delusion
I'll wake up
Punching myself every time.
Jan 29
Jan 29, 2026 at 11:02 AM UTC
It is another delusion
You gave blood in my veins
I choke my neck
Simply to stop it.
I find it hard to reciprocate
When the view is almost
We were walking in Danbury
The first week of August.
I gave up on your smile
But I still see it
Stranded in my head.
It's something I love
But hate at the same time
You made me fabricate
What it feels like.
The air is humid
Cold and heavy
I got myself ******
At our usual bar
I drank so much
I start seeing you hold my hand
You were a flash in a pan
It is just another delusion
I'll wake up
Punching myself every time.