I’m feeling vacant
Reacting slightly
Rebooting nightly
Dusting my soft-furnished ache
My false replacement
Will keep the lights on
But when the flight’s gone
There’s still this freeze on my plate
Drained relaxation
Buffs out the corners
Streets full of mourners
Head full of nothing but void
No graduation
From sight to warning
And in the mourning
Those thoughts I need to avoid
Those days are over
I thank the skies, dear
I’ll cry my eyes clear
And scream my passages dry
Then breathing slower
--without surrender
I might remember
If I give it a try
Calm the fighter
Warm the freezer
Still the flighter
Sleep the pleaser
Turn the lights down
Slight the caution
Pause the countdown
Tension soften
Those days are over
Now breathing slower
I might remember
If I give it a try
Jan 26
Jan 26, 2026 at 4:06 AM UTC
I’m feeling vacant
Reacting slightly
Rebooting nightly
Dusting my soft-furnished ache
My false replacement
Will keep the lights on
But when the flight’s gone
There’s still this freeze on my plate
Drained relaxation
Buffs out the corners
Streets full of mourners
Head full of nothing but void
No graduation
From sight to warning
And in the mourning
Those thoughts I need to avoid
Those days are over
I thank the skies, dear
I’ll cry my eyes clear
And scream my passages dry
Then breathing slower
--without surrender
I might remember
If I give it a try
Calm the fighter
Warm the freezer
Still the flighter
Sleep the pleaser
Turn the lights down
Slight the caution
Pause the countdown
Tension soften
Those days are over
Now breathing slower
I might remember
If I give it a try
