Floating, drifting in a sea of stroboscopic light
Hear the siren’s frantic lullaby — their eternal plight
I can feel the water, warmer, permeate my skin
Projecting, unfurling my mortal sin
Drawing all my power, taken hour by hour
Hear the water dripping, seeping into my consciousness — godlessness
A triangle of metaphorical constructs, clinging to what I cannot let go
If I lay here long enough, will the nightmares disappear?
The warm water will retreat, I fear
Is there anything left for me?
What more could I have been?
The tide drifts me to open spaces, wreathed between all my dreams
An unattainable state, ripped apart from its fragile seams
I see familiar faces proclaiming, painting a shadow — a monster, a man
My heart beating through my chest
The mistakes on my forehead, my eternal crest
The martyr of the coming holocaust
My darling, I fear I’m forgotten, I’m lost
The stars staring, glaring down on me — set my ashes free
The moon’s wayward stare, a gentle reminder of better years
My consort, darling, I apologize
I can’t stand to see the affliction in your eyes
Lost at sea — was it all a dream?
My darling, are you real?
If only for a second, take my hand
and join me in our blazing everland
I can feel your undeniable hands reaching down my throat
The water turns pale, the creeping dark
Don’t be afraid, my darling — for love leaves a mark
Break open my chest, grab this stitched fabric heart
Rip it open, tear it apart
String me up like a Russian doll
How can hollow, ashen bones stand so tall?
Leave me here hanging, in this desolate pool
Watch as the life fades from my eyes
A creature here, now, dies
Jan 23
Jan 23, 2026 at 9:37 AM UTC
Floating, drifting in a sea of stroboscopic light
Hear the siren’s frantic lullaby — their eternal plight
I can feel the water, warmer, permeate my skin
Projecting, unfurling my mortal sin
Drawing all my power, taken hour by hour
Hear the water dripping, seeping into my consciousness — godlessness
A triangle of metaphorical constructs, clinging to what I cannot let go
If I lay here long enough, will the nightmares disappear?
The warm water will retreat, I fear
Is there anything left for me?
What more could I have been?
The tide drifts me to open spaces, wreathed between all my dreams
An unattainable state, ripped apart from its fragile seams
I see familiar faces proclaiming, painting a shadow — a monster, a man
My heart beating through my chest
The mistakes on my forehead, my eternal crest
The martyr of the coming holocaust
My darling, I fear I’m forgotten, I’m lost
The stars staring, glaring down on me — set my ashes free
The moon’s wayward stare, a gentle reminder of better years
My consort, darling, I apologize
I can’t stand to see the affliction in your eyes
Lost at sea — was it all a dream?
My darling, are you real?
If only for a second, take my hand
and join me in our blazing everland
I can feel your undeniable hands reaching down my throat
The water turns pale, the creeping dark
Don’t be afraid, my darling — for love leaves a mark
Break open my chest, grab this stitched fabric heart
Rip it open, tear it apart
String me up like a Russian doll
How can hollow, ashen bones stand so tall?
Leave me here hanging, in this desolate pool
Watch as the life fades from my eyes
A creature here, now, dies
