Dear universe, please take my pain, double it and give it to those who seek my end.
I've rather gone through a lot, and some-how they still aren't pacified.
I don't know how to feel-
I don't know if i'm allowed feel-
I don't know if I still have the capacity to feel.
I feel like a mistake,
The doer knows they made it yet they do their very best to avoid it.
"knowledge is power" they say,
yet this knowledge I carry has me feeling powerless!
I never asked for any of this and my opinion wasn't asked for either.
If I felt like a burden before,
then the neglect added weight to this unbalanced scale.
I don't know how to feel about it all,
first I felt hurt, then unwanted then annoying then I just settled in this numb haven.
My heart sears of pain every time my mind conjures a memory-
memories of what could've been-
what could have happened in another reality-
a reality where love IS a reality.
Jan 23
Jan 23, 2026 at 2:37 AM UTC
Dear universe, please take my pain, double it and give it to those who seek my end.
I've rather gone through a lot, and some-how they still aren't pacified.
I don't know how to feel-
I don't know if i'm allowed feel-
I don't know if I still have the capacity to feel.
I feel like a mistake,
The doer knows they made it yet they do their very best to avoid it.
"knowledge is power" they say,
yet this knowledge I carry has me feeling powerless!
I never asked for any of this and my opinion wasn't asked for either.
If I felt like a burden before,
then the neglect added weight to this unbalanced scale.
I don't know how to feel about it all,
first I felt hurt, then unwanted then annoying then I just settled in this numb haven.
My heart sears of pain every time my mind conjures a memory-
memories of what could've been-
what could have happened in another reality-
a reality where love IS a reality.
My Hell Their Circus Track 6
