To you.
You would like the woman I am now.
The woman I’ve become.
I have more bite than I used to
I watch others shy from my passion
The way you would’ve leaned in.
I speak more clearly than I did
More intentionally.
I retort in such a way
That I once admired you for.
Thinking “I could never be so smart.”
You wished me to be more opinionated
More spiteful
More biting.
Maybe if you would have waited to see
You would’ve seen
the woman you wanted.
I miss your cunning intelligence
That made me ponder
What I hadn’t before.
That refuted my points
In ways I had not imagined.
There are many things I miss.
But then I remember
What I would have had to give up
In exchange for that biting humor
That spiteful intelligence
That cunning smile.
I do wonder
If I became the woman I am
Because I finally let you go.
Because I was forced
To push back
In such a way I never could with you.
You would like the woman I am now.
The woman I’ve become.
It’s too bad you’ll never see
Because you were always
more important
Than me.
Jan 9
Jan 9, 2026 at 11:15 PM UTC
To you.
You would like the woman I am now.
The woman I’ve become.
I have more bite than I used to
I watch others shy from my passion
The way you would’ve leaned in.
I speak more clearly than I did
More intentionally.
I retort in such a way
That I once admired you for.
Thinking “I could never be so smart.”
You wished me to be more opinionated
More spiteful
More biting.
Maybe if you would have waited to see
You would’ve seen
the woman you wanted.
I miss your cunning intelligence
That made me ponder
What I hadn’t before.
That refuted my points
In ways I had not imagined.
There are many things I miss.
But then I remember
What I would have had to give up
In exchange for that biting humor
That spiteful intelligence
That cunning smile.
I do wonder
If I became the woman I am
Because I finally let you go.
Because I was forced
To push back
In such a way I never could with you.
You would like the woman I am now.
The woman I’ve become.
It’s too bad you’ll never see
Because you were always
more important
Than me.
