There are dark times upon me,
While I stand here a victim of your unforgivable actions.
I feel the repentance of our love as a knife through my stomach, as it sinks deeper beyond the dermis- feel its blade turn horizontally whenever you return into my thoughts
I become nauseated by your presence,
Not of disgust-
Rather from the suppression of tears, fighting back weakness knocking at my chest cavity.
I'm angry,
I can't help but weep
I remember the times we danced, and we laughed,
And the aching feeling of confusion overwhelms my sanity.
I break when I see your unmistakable smile, your intelligent glasses I remember you despising but me adoring.
I swoon as you don your best clothing, for I remember you trying so hard to look your best
For me.
You threw me out like Wednesday morning garbage. I wonder if you weep as I do...
That's a lie,
I know you never would.
You have more important things to fill your head with-
***
Beer,
Oh ya, and education.
Thanks for putting me second, you ******
I totally understand after a year and a half that you would treat me the same as a disposable diaper.
I get it...
Nov 24, 2013
Nov 24, 2013 at 3:51 AM UTC
There are dark times upon me,
While I stand here a victim of your unforgivable actions.
I feel the repentance of our love as a knife through my stomach, as it sinks deeper beyond the dermis- feel its blade turn horizontally whenever you return into my thoughts
I become nauseated by your presence,
Not of disgust-
Rather from the suppression of tears, fighting back weakness knocking at my chest cavity.
I'm angry,
I can't help but weep
I remember the times we danced, and we laughed,
And the aching feeling of confusion overwhelms my sanity.
I break when I see your unmistakable smile, your intelligent glasses I remember you despising but me adoring.
I swoon as you don your best clothing, for I remember you trying so hard to look your best
For me.
You threw me out like Wednesday morning garbage. I wonder if you weep as I do...
That's a lie,
I know you never would.
You have more important things to fill your head with-
***
Beer,
Oh ya, and education.
Thanks for putting me second, you ******
I totally understand after a year and a half that you would treat me the same as a disposable diaper.
I get it...
