At night, when I fight to sleep,
I have a vision I come back to.
A vision of calm and peace.
In this vision, I am on a boat and completely alone.
I hear nothing but the crashing waves and my own breath.
I see nothing but the clouds and the everlasting waters around.
Here, nothing matters.
Here, I am free.
If I died today, I would want that to be my final memory.
When I struggle to remember why I live,
I have a memory I come back to.
A memory of comfort and happiness.
In this memory, I run into a room crying.
She sees me and without asking what is wrong, I am embraced.
It doesn't matter why I cry or what words we spoke.
Here, she's my comfort.
Here, I am happy.
If I died today, I would want that to be my final moment.
I see the importance of calm, peace, comfort, and happiness.
Where I used to seek excitement, I now seek tranquility.
Where I used to wish for more, I seek for more time with what I have.
I have realized my time and everyone else's is limited.
I can't promise myself that I will die content,
Because the truth is, I probably will not.
But, I now do my best to find comfort in the uncomfortable.
So, if uncomfortable is my last moment here, I can die in peace.
Dec 7, 2025
Dec 7, 2025 at 9:38 PM UTC
At night, when I fight to sleep,
I have a vision I come back to.
A vision of calm and peace.
In this vision, I am on a boat and completely alone.
I hear nothing but the crashing waves and my own breath.
I see nothing but the clouds and the everlasting waters around.
Here, nothing matters.
Here, I am free.
If I died today, I would want that to be my final memory.
When I struggle to remember why I live,
I have a memory I come back to.
A memory of comfort and happiness.
In this memory, I run into a room crying.
She sees me and without asking what is wrong, I am embraced.
It doesn't matter why I cry or what words we spoke.
Here, she's my comfort.
Here, I am happy.
If I died today, I would want that to be my final moment.
I see the importance of calm, peace, comfort, and happiness.
Where I used to seek excitement, I now seek tranquility.
Where I used to wish for more, I seek for more time with what I have.
I have realized my time and everyone else's is limited.
I can't promise myself that I will die content,
Because the truth is, I probably will not.
But, I now do my best to find comfort in the uncomfortable.
So, if uncomfortable is my last moment here, I can die in peace.