I must
run,
escape from all this.
I need an oasis
to get me away from this desert,
this cruel, godawful desert.
I can't survive,
always living in a daze,
just breathing in and out.
Why can't my oasis appear?
my mind is a gnarled, jumbled mess,
of unfinished thoughts, evaporating sentences.
Why can't it end?
the pain, the suffering, the state of perpetual fear,
the sleepless nights, the hazy days.
My oasis,
is self inflicted, like my pain,
so why am I gone before ever seeing it?
Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 9:36 PM UTC
I must
run,
escape from all this.
I need an oasis
to get me away from this desert,
this cruel, godawful desert.
I can't survive,
always living in a daze,
just breathing in and out.
Why can't my oasis appear?
my mind is a gnarled, jumbled mess,
of unfinished thoughts, evaporating sentences.
Why can't it end?
the pain, the suffering, the state of perpetual fear,
the sleepless nights, the hazy days.
My oasis,
is self inflicted, like my pain,
so why am I gone before ever seeing it?
Ohmygod this is really bad idk what I was thinking....
