first date with someone who isn’t you.
he’s kind, and he makes me laugh.
i like him a lot,
is what i’m thinking as i wash my hands
during our first date
i’m happy
he’s sweet to me
but the soap i’m washing my hands with right now smells so strongly
and it smells like your hair
just after you showered
i lean in and inhale deeply
my mind flashes back to when i used to do that to you
deeply inhaling your scent
and leaving quick kisses in your hair
i realize im thinking of you without even trying
you’re still burrowed so far into my heart.
it’s just not fair
it’s just not fair.
Oct 31, 2025
Oct 31, 2025 at 2:34 AM UTC
first date with someone who isn’t you.
he’s kind, and he makes me laugh.
i like him a lot,
is what i’m thinking as i wash my hands
during our first date
i’m happy
he’s sweet to me
but the soap i’m washing my hands with right now smells so strongly
and it smells like your hair
just after you showered
i lean in and inhale deeply
my mind flashes back to when i used to do that to you
deeply inhaling your scent
and leaving quick kisses in your hair
i realize im thinking of you without even trying
you’re still burrowed so far into my heart.
it’s just not fair
it’s just not fair.
all will be well ❤️
