My love
Mi vida
Mon cœur
Most nights I lie awake, blissfully in fantasy over you and I.
Believing you're in my arms when you're not.
Believing I did right, believing I managed to keep you with me, believing that I was ever deserving of your heart.
Then I shed my tears and break my own heart when I force myself to remember that I could've been better, should've been better.
Saudade de nós
Saudade de amor
Saudade que dói
In bittersweet agony I immersed myself because only in that pain, I still kept close to you.
My life, my love, my heart, my soul, has always been yours and only yours.
I hear your voice and my breath leaves me.
I hear your laugh and my chest flutters.
I hear your speak and I cast my shield and ask you to crush my heart with your embrace.
For I would rather die by your hands around me than to live without them never holding me.
Without never knowing your touch.
Your warmth.
Your care.
Your existence...
Would you Believe me if I said I could see the Stars and Heavens through your very Existence?
The Beginning of Time and The Fruits of The Future.
The Creation of the Planets and the First Breathe of Life.
The Shining Intensity of Sirius A and the Birth of the Pillars from the Big Bang.
The Wings of Gabriel across the Sky, the Spear of Michael commanding the Angels.
The Eternal Kingdom upon the Clouds and the Healing Hands of The Christ Himself.
The Rising of Mt. Olympus from Deepest Depths of the Tartarus,
The Birth of Gaia from the Cosmic Void of Chaos.
The Blossoming of Yggdrasil and the Events of the Ragnarök.
And Yet,
None of it Matters.
As if Time was no longer a variable of this Reality.
Mortality is nothing more than a hoax and false notion.
And Eternity, Eternity is Real.
And of these events, accounts, occurrences, happenings, moments, stories, and current activities!
They aren't enough!
All of it, just to say what I see...
Oct 28, 2025
Oct 28, 2025 at 10:50 AM UTC
My love
Mi vida
Mon cœur
Most nights I lie awake, blissfully in fantasy over you and I.
Believing you're in my arms when you're not.
Believing I did right, believing I managed to keep you with me, believing that I was ever deserving of your heart.
Then I shed my tears and break my own heart when I force myself to remember that I could've been better, should've been better.
Saudade de nós
Saudade de amor
Saudade que dói
In bittersweet agony I immersed myself because only in that pain, I still kept close to you.
My life, my love, my heart, my soul, has always been yours and only yours.
I hear your voice and my breath leaves me.
I hear your laugh and my chest flutters.
I hear your speak and I cast my shield and ask you to crush my heart with your embrace.
For I would rather die by your hands around me than to live without them never holding me.
Without never knowing your touch.
Your warmth.
Your care.
Your existence...
Would you Believe me if I said I could see the Stars and Heavens through your very Existence?
The Beginning of Time and The Fruits of The Future.
The Creation of the Planets and the First Breathe of Life.
The Shining Intensity of Sirius A and the Birth of the Pillars from the Big Bang.
The Wings of Gabriel across the Sky, the Spear of Michael commanding the Angels.
The Eternal Kingdom upon the Clouds and the Healing Hands of The Christ Himself.
The Rising of Mt. Olympus from Deepest Depths of the Tartarus,
The Birth of Gaia from the Cosmic Void of Chaos.
The Blossoming of Yggdrasil and the Events of the Ragnarök.
And Yet,
None of it Matters.
As if Time was no longer a variable of this Reality.
Mortality is nothing more than a hoax and false notion.
And Eternity, Eternity is Real.
And of these events, accounts, occurrences, happenings, moments, stories, and current activities!
They aren't enough!
All of it, just to say what I see...
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