Why on Earth this happened to me
Out of "8 billion people in the world"
Did i wake you up from your cursed slumber?
Oh master of fate and destiny?
Who can decide what crown i wear
Or what thorn i wear?
The thief of my joy
I will slay you in every possible way.
Our life in garden once lived
Among butterflies, Lily's and roses
U danced under the fairy dust
While i sat adorning every glamour.
Love and trust beyond compare
We talked of forever and getting old together.
We had it all planned and future so bright.
We named her as well, do you remember? :)
Eight years of journey seems like i just met you yesterday.
Those midnight text and silly talks :)
Time was all that we had.
Bond so strong, nothing could deny. :)
You fought strong, u know what i mean :)
You choose me, I was blessed.
Brought joy that shaped us
The past that taught us. :)
A few pages or even a book
Cannot contain the thoughts of us.
But untold words we could even understand
Even before it reached our tongue.
Alas!
But life has other plans, and we must abide
A barrier between us, that we couldn't deny
No fault of ours, no mistake, no sin
Just love that wasn't enough, to win.
I know Its hard for us to accept the fact
Oh, how I wish we could defy
The circumstances that tore us apart, and deny
But life doesn't work that way. :(
A love that once burned bright,
But now your so out of sight
The future i could not grasp
But This love i cannot replace.
In the silence, I hear your voice
A whisper of memories, a haunting choice
To hold on to what we had, or let go
But how can I let go, when my heart beats for you.
In dreams, I see your smile, your eyes so bright
But when I wake, the ache remains, a constant fight
To fill the void in us, to heal the space
But nothing seems to work, no matter the pace.
I too hear your cries every night
The whispers of your prayers of
How you try to deny our fate
But life doesn't work that way. :(
Time may heal wounds, but it won't erase
The memories we made, the love we couldn't replace
I'll hold on to mine, You hold on to yours.
For in them, our love remains, a love that won't fade in vain
You must stay strong forever in Christ
That This all be for His glory unfold
Beyond the hills of this void untold
Awaits the grace that was foretold.
Ah!
Countless writings sent over the years.
Some of joy and some of sorrow
That was life, Ah how sweet and joyful
But, this my love might be the last.
The last drop of my sanity
Before life robs even this away
My only choice is being strong,
Find strength in Psalm 34:18
I know more of how you feel
The shattered pieces cuts your sole.
Was the shattering not enough?
Oh thief of our joy!
Tears don't dry no matter how I try
I wish I could turn back time, to the good old days
The definition of sorrow is not strong enough
Walking dead is what it is, a heart that lost all purpose.
I longed to hold your hand one last time
But when i grasp its only in air
This river between us today
I hope may run dry one day.
Farewell...
Oct 28, 2025
Oct 28, 2025 at 5:47 AM UTC
Why on Earth this happened to me
Out of "8 billion people in the world"
Did i wake you up from your cursed slumber?
Oh master of fate and destiny?
Who can decide what crown i wear
Or what thorn i wear?
The thief of my joy
I will slay you in every possible way.
Our life in garden once lived
Among butterflies, Lily's and roses
U danced under the fairy dust
While i sat adorning every glamour.
Love and trust beyond compare
We talked of forever and getting old together.
We had it all planned and future so bright.
We named her as well, do you remember? :)
Eight years of journey seems like i just met you yesterday.
Those midnight text and silly talks :)
Time was all that we had.
Bond so strong, nothing could deny. :)
You fought strong, u know what i mean :)
You choose me, I was blessed.
Brought joy that shaped us
The past that taught us. :)
A few pages or even a book
Cannot contain the thoughts of us.
But untold words we could even understand
Even before it reached our tongue.
Alas!
But life has other plans, and we must abide
A barrier between us, that we couldn't deny
No fault of ours, no mistake, no sin
Just love that wasn't enough, to win.
I know Its hard for us to accept the fact
Oh, how I wish we could defy
The circumstances that tore us apart, and deny
But life doesn't work that way. :(
A love that once burned bright,
But now your so out of sight
The future i could not grasp
But This love i cannot replace.
In the silence, I hear your voice
A whisper of memories, a haunting choice
To hold on to what we had, or let go
But how can I let go, when my heart beats for you.
In dreams, I see your smile, your eyes so bright
But when I wake, the ache remains, a constant fight
To fill the void in us, to heal the space
But nothing seems to work, no matter the pace.
I too hear your cries every night
The whispers of your prayers of
How you try to deny our fate
But life doesn't work that way. :(
Time may heal wounds, but it won't erase
The memories we made, the love we couldn't replace
I'll hold on to mine, You hold on to yours.
For in them, our love remains, a love that won't fade in vain
You must stay strong forever in Christ
That This all be for His glory unfold
Beyond the hills of this void untold
Awaits the grace that was foretold.
Ah!
Countless writings sent over the years.
Some of joy and some of sorrow
That was life, Ah how sweet and joyful
But, this my love might be the last.
The last drop of my sanity
Before life robs even this away
My only choice is being strong,
Find strength in Psalm 34:18
I know more of how you feel
The shattered pieces cuts your sole.
Was the shattering not enough?
Oh thief of our joy!
Tears don't dry no matter how I try
I wish I could turn back time, to the good old days
The definition of sorrow is not strong enough
Walking dead is what it is, a heart that lost all purpose.
I longed to hold your hand one last time
But when i grasp its only in air
This river between us today
I hope may run dry one day.
Farewell...
My Love, you will be my Love forever....
