fumbled with tittering fears
i woke early
opened in the red light room
my child’s room red by his voice
lit like emergency in a nuclear submarine
and submerged by an allegiance of dreams
open the curtain and it's tarnished cold
first cold autumn play of light bites back
that otherly world
pray mother take over
begin my day
and i'll drop
my unnecessary churn
Jan 4
Jan 4, 2026 at 8:40 PM UTC
fumbled with tittering fears
i woke early
opened in the red light room
my child’s room red by his voice
lit like emergency in a nuclear submarine
and submerged by an allegiance of dreams
open the curtain and it's tarnished cold
first cold autumn play of light bites back
that otherly world
pray mother take over
begin my day
and i'll drop
my unnecessary churn
date of original notes and versions : 26/10/25
floundered and bungled the routine
i am unnecessary churn
