i knew what i was offering;
it was as clear as sky blue,
but it has now only happened—
my mind has just understood:
mine was a broken, tainted love,
a right i was not remotely entitled.
what a shame it must be
that their questions rang alert,
a warning of a coming fracture,
a dissolution of all essence;
we were doomed in all sense.
what i knew of love was true,
but i was too much a liar.
i had little room for it within,
so i held it on my face’ surface;
i had to have an appearance
that merited your dependence.
i am back to what i was before;
i am a wandering emptiness,
i am the bellowing nothingness.
everything that is is held within:
here, disorder reigns supreme;
chaos has returned to its home.
and you have found a safer love.
Oct 14, 2025
Oct 14, 2025 at 6:04 PM UTC
i knew what i was offering;
it was as clear as sky blue,
but it has now only happened—
my mind has just understood:
mine was a broken, tainted love,
a right i was not remotely entitled.
what a shame it must be
that their questions rang alert,
a warning of a coming fracture,
a dissolution of all essence;
we were doomed in all sense.
what i knew of love was true,
but i was too much a liar.
i had little room for it within,
so i held it on my face’ surface;
i had to have an appearance
that merited your dependence.
i am back to what i was before;
i am a wandering emptiness,
i am the bellowing nothingness.
everything that is is held within:
here, disorder reigns supreme;
chaos has returned to its home.
and you have found a safer love.
